My 1st day at work

Today is my 1st day at work. Honestly, all i can tell u all is that i missed SIM terribly. I was at the bus stop waiting for my bus when the SIM east bus went past my stop. I thought i saw Kelvin Ng and i was desperately trying to catch a glimpse of Nicole. lol! I felt so depressed and it felt strange that the bus will not be stopping for me anymore.

I cannot enjoy my new work cos i know my heart is still in SIM. I admit it. I miss the people there too much! I even miss the irritating NP students who take the lift just to go to the 2nd floor. I miss the hot afternoons when we had to walk to NP to eat.

As i took the bus, i thought of all the fun times we had in SIM. The friendship was really strong and i am feeling hard to let go and start again somewhere else. I almost resent Liu Bei for it. Why shd i be the one to go when the problem is not me? Today, at times, i almost regretted leaving SIM and i wished it had all been a dream and i was still going back to office and seeing all the guys and chilling with them.

But i guess i have really got to let go and move on. If not, i will not be able to settle in my new place. The people are nice. My boss is okay, i think. lol! Shd be able to click with her lar.

I have to start from scratch again and learn everything. Totally new stuff. My choice of jobs is really extreme! Always in totally different industry.

I sometimes ask God if i had made the right decision. Should i have put my pride aside and just continue to work for Liu Bei and just try to avoid her as much as possible. I dunno!

Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His Son.

For God so loved the world that He gave His only Begotten Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. John 3:16.

Its good to have such a loving God!

Trust and obey, for there's no other way
To be happy in Jesus,
But to trust and obey.

Amen