Oops, i did it again!

In case you were wondering, no, no, this is not a tribute to Britney Spears. I wonder where she is now though. I do like her very much. I missed the bus again this morning. lol! 2 times in a row! So, i was all set for another adventure. I took the MRT this time with my mum. Actually, the journey is not too bad. You get to see everyone doing their own thing.

Its often interesting to look at people. I often wonder where they are going, what are they thinking. Why some looked so sad, sian and bored while i was sure some of them looked as if people owed them a lot of money and have not paid up. =P

Isn't life just wonderful! Imagine i am only on an MRT train, in the small city of Singapore and already its so amazing to witness what God has done. I am reminded of the scene from American Beauty where we watched a plastic bag being tossed and blown with the wind. I remembered the quote was "Have you ever seen something so beautiful that it overwhelms you and it chokes your heart so tightly that you are unable to breathe?"

Back then, i could not understand that but i do now. I really do. You see something so beautiful that you are so filled with awe and emotion that it chokes u and u have difficulty catching your breath! That's how i feel when i see life! The sheer beauty of a kid going to school or couples going for a date and the elderly being greeted by their grandchildren. Its so beautiful that it chokes me.

Everyone is always rushing somewhere. Everyday. Every time. If you could, if you really could, stop and smell the roses along the way. Life will pass you by in a flash. I sometimes think about all this and sometimes i tell God that He has made this world so beautiful that i am going to miss it so so so much when i leave this world eventually. I told Him i cannot bear to give up all this beauty and everything wonderful. I usually despair at moments like this. The feeling i get is like when u know you got work the next day and someone ask you to go clubbing the night before. You will feel like, aiya, no point what! What's the point when i got to go work the next day? Dun feel like going. Pointless! Meaningless. Right? Agree? (For those who like to chiong?) haha =P

Yup, i feel like that sometimes about life. Why is life so beautiful but it cannot be forever? However, i remember praying one day and i believe God told me not to feel sad. He said He has promised us eternal life many many times more beautiful than life here. He said do not worry about tomorrow for everyday has its own worries. He said again that by worrying, could i add even one more second to my life?

Trust and obey and you will know I love you was the message i get. I often wonder as kids, when our parents give us something to eat, we dun suspect or fear that poison may be given to us. I dun think anyone feels this way, right? We all trust them so much that the thought that they could harm us was like impossible. So i wonder why do we have so much faith and trust and love for them? I mean, when strangers give us food, we look and say "Er....nvm, i not hungry. u go ahead ba" haha! =P

So, i think what God is saying that if we trust our parents so much, how much more will our loving Father in Heaven provide for us. Who has asked their parents for help and they send a snake to bite them? So, i am comforted by His promises and He has a place for all of us if you will trust and obey. Jesus himself said this to the thief, who asked that he be remembered, when they both were on the cross. "I promise you, today you will be with me in Paradise."

So, quite an adventure for me today huh? Just a MRT ride and i can have so much to say. Maybe it is me! haha! Yes i know, i am weird. Deviation to normal. Hopelessly emotional perhaps? haha =P

Oh yeah, to complete the story today, i alighted a Clementi MRT and i was wondering which bus to take. I smsed Cindy and bless her, she responded very quickly. However, i was like trying to figure out which bus stop and where to walk to but thankfully i met a really sweet angel at the bus stop and she guided me to work! hee hee! Thanks angel! =P

Yup, that's all from me today. =)

I am lost in wonder,
I am lost in love,
I am lost in praise forevermore,
Because of Jesus unfailing love,
I am forgiven, i am restored.

Amen.