Nostalgic

It has been some time since i blogged. Yup, been really busy and if i did not write important dates and events in my calendar, i would surely forget people's birthdays, important stuff to do etc etc. lol!

Yes, for those who already know, Jamie has been a big part of my life now. I dun normally like kids and i am sure people would say u would surely love your own kid, even if he or she is not cuter but Jamie is cute. haha. She's so funny at times. I look at her and she really looks like me when i was a kid. It makes me really sad yet happy at the same time. I cannot believe 32 years have flown by. There i was, a baby and here i am now, holding my own. Its an experience i find it hard to describe as there are so much emotions, its hard to make words to describe.

These days, i begin to recall things when i was young. I remember incidents that i had long forgotten. Good times, bad times, fun times and embarassing times. Sometimes, i get flashbacks and recall stuff that i had forgotten. I am already a nostalgic person so these memories are really making me very very nostalgic.

Well, i recall stuff when i was a kid, when i was a teenager, in my JC and army as well as my University days. I just cannot come to terms sometimes that i am now a parent. Its so weird. I dun feel any different. Not yet i guess. Waking up at nights are tiring but strangely, even though i am so tired, i just get up to make sure she is okay and comfy. No dragging of feet, no mumblings or grumblings at all. haha!

Isn't God so great? Its so amazing to see everything He has created and how things just fall into place. How everything is connected and linked. Nature is indeed fantastic. How could we ever control it?

The last 2 years have really been so different for me. I can now understand mothers better. haha. really i do. I have a real soft spot for someone in my office. =)

Anyway, give thanks with a grateful heart because our Lord has given us everything and most importantly, He has given his Son to die so that we all may have eternal life.

Praise God!

Amen.