June 2010

Its already June and the year is half way thru. As i look back at the posts i made, it is scary how time flies. Its been an eventful first half of the year for me. haha! I have so much to say, so much to tell that i cannot pen it down anymore.

I recall a scene from American Beauty, something i watched years ago. A harmless plastic bag being tossed and blown about in the wind. The scene is said to be so beautiful that one will find it hard to breathe, choked with so much emotion.

I thought that was strange but it took me a while to understand what it means. I think i posted this before somewhere but not sure where it is. Life is indeed ugly at times but so beautiful! Amazingly beautiful that u are so filled with the beauty that it chokes you u struggle to breathe.

I think i am weary. Spiritually and also mentally. Tired. haha! I also dunno.

Anyway, i do know that God is good and He loves me.

He is my everything, He is my all.
He is my everything, both great and small
He gave His life for me, made everything new
He is my everything, now how about you.

Praise the Lord.

Amen.