Yursoblue

That's a name btw. Guess i missed blogging in April. Well, again, true to my style, i would have to say, time flies! lol =P

I got so much i want to say, yet i can think of nothing to write how i feel. Melacholic! haha, i hope i got this word right. I always had to ask her how to spell it. haha. So paiseh. I often wanted to use this word but omitted cos i dun know how to spell it.

Hmmm, if i wanted to say anything, that is i feel at times, i have slipped away and backslided a little. I lack discipline. Or rather, to be more accurate, the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. I am emotional to a fault really. That's me. Try as hard, i am still that same guy who decided many years ago to never again write beautiful sad poems. Only people who are extremely melacholic and depress can produce poems of beauty. Not saying i wrote very nice ones but i would like to think so. Its always depressing to read my poems, albeit beautiful. I do not want to be such a person. I am sentimental, a hopeless romantic and totally one that rules by the heart. Logic has little place when it comes to feelings and emotions. That's a Piseces for u.

Honestly, my life changed in 2006. Not 1992! haha. I accepted Christ in 1992 but it felt i only did so in 2006. lol! I guess coming to SIM was all part of God's plan for a redemption for me again! I backslided so much in the last 8 years and i really am humble and i am nothing without God's love. I cry much more since then.

Amazing love, how can it be? That a King would die for me.

Yeah, that's how much God loves us!

Okay, i guess my blog today makes hard work of reading. haha! But i want to tell u to cheer up! You are made of sterner stuff and i know i dun have to worry abt u,(but i still do) U will be fine. I know u will be! =)

God Bless!

Amen