August

A week into my new job! Well, the colleagues are okay, my manager is okay. The environment is okay. haha! Nothing good or fantastic yet! I hope that with time, i will be able to settle down here. Honestly, my heart is still with SIM. Its not like someone said that over time i will get over it. Sometimes, like your 1st love, u will always have a place for her somewhere in your heart.

I am a very emotional person and i am not sure if it is good that i rule with my heart, rather than my head. I would give up this new job anytime and go back to ETP and continue to be an officer and doing what i do if Liu Bei is not there. I know i would have found my dream job! Well, this current one could be it as well but for me, once i found something that i like, i will stick to it. Having a job that u like to do, with great colleagues and a good boss is what i think is the best! Of course the money must be enough but that not as important as being happy at work! I almost had it all in ETP. So close!

So, maybe u all understand why i am having a hard time settling down! I almost had the job that i could work till i collect my CPF. I was content and it made me happy.

So, for those who are thinking of leaving SIM, maybe u shd reconsider. I really urge all of u to reconsider. But do what makes u happy! In any job, u must be happy working there! =)

I pray that you all find what you are looking for!

Ask and it shall be given unto you,
Seek and you shall find.
Knock and it shall be open unto you.

Praise The Lord!

Amen.

My 1st day at work

Today is my 1st day at work. Honestly, all i can tell u all is that i missed SIM terribly. I was at the bus stop waiting for my bus when the SIM east bus went past my stop. I thought i saw Kelvin Ng and i was desperately trying to catch a glimpse of Nicole. lol! I felt so depressed and it felt strange that the bus will not be stopping for me anymore.

I cannot enjoy my new work cos i know my heart is still in SIM. I admit it. I miss the people there too much! I even miss the irritating NP students who take the lift just to go to the 2nd floor. I miss the hot afternoons when we had to walk to NP to eat.

As i took the bus, i thought of all the fun times we had in SIM. The friendship was really strong and i am feeling hard to let go and start again somewhere else. I almost resent Liu Bei for it. Why shd i be the one to go when the problem is not me? Today, at times, i almost regretted leaving SIM and i wished it had all been a dream and i was still going back to office and seeing all the guys and chilling with them.

But i guess i have really got to let go and move on. If not, i will not be able to settle in my new place. The people are nice. My boss is okay, i think. lol! Shd be able to click with her lar.

I have to start from scratch again and learn everything. Totally new stuff. My choice of jobs is really extreme! Always in totally different industry.

I sometimes ask God if i had made the right decision. Should i have put my pride aside and just continue to work for Liu Bei and just try to avoid her as much as possible. I dunno!

Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
Give thanks because He's given
Jesus Christ His Son.

For God so loved the world that He gave His only Begotten Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. John 3:16.

Its good to have such a loving God!

Trust and obey, for there's no other way
To be happy in Jesus,
But to trust and obey.

Amen

I start work tomorrow!

Yes, and i will say it again, time really flies. I have been out of SIM and already it feels like its all just a dream. Have not really sunk in that i will not be in Blk 82 tomorrow. lol!

I do miss SIM, especially my colleagues and buddies that is. It all seems to fast! I sometimes wake up at night and i wondered if all had been a dream and that i will still be taking the company bus to work and seeing Nic sleeping soundly in her usual seat. hee hee!

Well, i start my new job tomorrow and i am apprehensive as usual and a little worried but i guess everyone will feel that way. I hope i can say i will enjoy my new work place as much as i did at SIM minus "Liu Bei". haha! Those who joined me for lunch on my last day will know what Liu Bei means.

Well, i guess what i want to say is i am missing everyone at SIM already. As much as i am a catalyst to some of them, i guess they are for me as well.

So, i think i will go prepare for work tomorrow. But admist the uncertainity of a new work place, i know the Lord will always be with me and i know that everything will be okay. Its always great to know we serve a God that loves us so much.

Praise God!

Amen!